Sunday, June 8, 2014

My Mother's Wedding

..stay tuned. I don't want to. I am thinking this might actually be the death of me.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The Nurse

This is the New.
As in, alot of my life and everything is different. It's called....everything is so fucking different i wish I knew what the fuck was/is happening.
Just kidding. Nothing is new.
All I know is i worked my ass off to get into a weird position. Nurse. I don't get why i chose this. Oh wait, it's because I like people. I was sick of not using my brain. I'm sick of still not using my brain. Even though I can use my brain, there are fucking brain rules. As a nurse, you can only think this hard, and if you think beyond, you are a creep and Stop bringing us down already. Pretend you don't see what is going on around you. Stay within the perimeters of  your brain region. You shall not pass! I think more. My instructor said " Courtney, get more education" ......ok, pay for it.
I wish I was fucking more. To be more straight to the point. I wouldn't mind a penis pointing me straight into the right direction (my mouth or any other orifice).
I am so fucking bored, i would take on a guy (or girl) named Kiki, and have my nasty fuck away with them. I would give Dog the Bounty Hunter a blow job just for fun. I would kiss Rita McNeil's sweaty bunghole, just to break the daze I have been locked down in. In other words, I would give my left leg to be limbless, just so I could feel something other than this bunk ass feeling.

It's not all bad. I plant flowers, I read books, I write postcards (i never send),, I go for long ass walks, I dream of climbing hills, I embrace my surroundings. What a beautiful mother fucking place, bitch. I had a dream where someone had walked up my stairs with oil boots on. Ruined my whole house, when i awoke i realized that was the reality.. big ass black footmarks, sure to come.I'm sure with all this effort, something good is to come abound?

 Sometimes I forget that i am a life lover. Maybe that's why things seem so tough?